Deuteronomy 6:10-12 (ESV) - “And when the Lord your God brings you into the land that he swore to your fathers, to Abraham, to Isaac, and to Jacob, to give you—with great and good cities that you did not build, and houses full of all good things that you did not fill, and cisterns that you did not dig, and vineyards and olive trees that you did not plant—and when you eat and are full, then take care lest you forget the Lord, who brought you out of the land of Egypt, out of the house of slavery.
This summer, I will celebrate five years of being in Colorado. I still marvel at where the Lord has brought me in such a short time. I never get tired of telling the stories of His faithfulness and provision. One of the things I strove for once I settled in was to explore my surroundings, know all the fun places to go, learn about new culture, art, and food, and, like Jacksonville, know this place like the back of my hand. Most importantly, I didn't want to turn into an old fart.
Ha!
I'm writing this at 2:15 a.m. Friday morning. I'm in my comfortable old lady nightgown, in my comfortable old lady house shoes, sitting in my comfortable recliner (I don't know if that's more old lady, or dude like). I like the fact that I have certain routines and places I frequent. It's easier to get to know people that way. But, my explore button is broken.
When I did "My Mythical Year," it was so much fun; I ate at new places, learned some new things, and even cut my hair short. My only regret was not being able to buy all the badges I'd earned.
But now what?
Can I safely explore alone? Is there enough to explore without having to be out at night? Can it be called exploration in the context of safety? Come on, even Dora the Explorer had Boots and a talking Backpack to keep her safe.
What does someone in my (house) shoes do?
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In case you missed it:
* My last Five Minute Friday post "Behold" is here.
* My last Wednesday Hodgepodge post, "Barbara's Crab Shack," is here.
* My latest 2022 Book it Reading Challenge review of Belong is here.
* My last Simple Woman's Daybook post "A Buggy Full of Lemons," is here.
* My last Auntie's Workshop post "Finishing and Fixing III" is here.
Hi Auntie. I love your spirit of adventure and exploration here, but I feel sad to hear that your 'explore button is broken'. May I ask why this is?
ReplyDeleteThere's nothing at all wrong with "old lady" nighties or house shoes. They are comfortable so it doesn't matter if they are stretched out or faded.
ReplyDeleteBUT when we get too comfortable in our faith, we get lazy & stop growing.
Trust God to show you what the next adventure should be. I know He has something GREAT planned for you!
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I hope God provides new and adventurous ways for you to explore! I, for one, love to escape through books when I am homebound. And there are good ways to connect with others, even in this writing space, without leaving your home. Colorado must be beautiful! I hope you will find ways to get out a bit and enjoy.
ReplyDeleteYou made me smile as I pictured you sitting in your recliner, all comfortable and relaxed - thank you
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I have "old lady" nightgowns too! We been living here in Arizona almost 6 years and there are still places we haven't visited. Maybe this summer that will change.
ReplyDeleteI enjoyed readingng your post today.
What struck me as I read this was "I never get tired of telling the stories of His faithfulness and provision." And then, now what? Can I safely explore alone...I don't know your situation, but you yourself said God has provided faithfully and provided provision, wouldn't He do the same if you went out exploring? Trying something new? It sounds a bit like fear has a hold of you (I am not judging, at all), I am all too familiar with letting fear and anxiety keeping me from things. I hope you find your ability to explore again.
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