II Corinthians 4:18 - While we look not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen: for the things which are seen are temporal; but the things which are not seen are eternal.
They say that suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
Sure, if it's one traumatic event that seems unbearable. However, what do you do if it's a continual feast of one pain after another? Financial pain on top of physical pain, on top of mental anguish, on top of rejection, and on and on. I had someone tell me that I'd endured enough crap for several lifetimes. Unfortunately, I don't see an end of the pain in sight.
Who continues to work harder and harder to have their efforts crumble every time?
A friend (who actually wanted to know) asked me how I was. I told her the truth. I told her I still had that yucky feeling like everyone hates me and wants me dead.
What's a girl to do?
If it makes you feel any better I hate me and want me dead too.